I take long walks
In Latin quarters in Paris
I enter a random church
Someone is playing Ave Maria
I climb Sahyadri hills
Feeling free and fatigued
I walk along Marine drive
Watching rains approach
I am stranded in deluge
Waiting for a transport home
At times I am sailing
Along Tungabhadra in Hampi
Or I am listening to a stream
On some river bank in Bhutan
Or I walk and sob on a beach
Unsure of taste of salt
It could be sea
Or my tears
At times I am trapped
In Escherisque space
Or walking on a
Mobius strip
I am lost and then
I am found
I reach yet
I don't reach
While Uncertainty is
The only certainty
Waking hours
A prolonged nightmare
My escape and freedom
Is in my dream
Selfish it may seem
I don't want to be awake
I don't want to talk
Of nightmares today
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Tag: light
Silence and the Darkness
When silence becomes deafening
And the words hide in the dark
Slowing erasing history
I try to figure out their forms
Or meaning or language
Nothing emerges
It’s a dark dense space
Nothing is visible
Nor is audible
I wait
Maybe words are being born
Maybe a new reality is taking a form
What if it’s a monster that’s in the making?
What if the silence is made of inaudible screams?
As the world looks away in faith
Blinded by the festive lights
I will hang on to my doubts
I shall still try to listen to sounds of silence
And try to peer into dark abyss
With or without hope
Strange
Strange is the light that blinds
Strange is the light behind dark shadows
Strange is the joy that inflicts pain
Strange is the love that teaches to hate
Strange is the life that must end in death
Strange is the meaning that is absurd
Strange are the dreams that cannot be real
Strange is the reality that is a dream
Strange are the clouds that don’t bring rain
Strange is the regret that hides the pride
Strange are the journeys that never end
Strange are the words that defy the form
Strange are the doors that never open
Strange is the religion that robs the faith
Strange are the bridges that separate
Strange is the war that is fought for peace
Strange are the journeys that never end!
The Storm
Light breeze kissing the leaves
Dancing waves touching the shore
Whisper to me
A storm is on the way…
I want to be silent
I do not want to burden the wind
For my words might trigger a storm
I wait silently for the storm to pass
Once again I shall be ready
To throw my words to the winds
1999
Juxtaposed
Man against man
Man against women
Women against women
Man against Nature
You against me
All of us are juxtaposed!
One defines other
One ends other
One begins other
On a dark night
We seek light
On a sunny day
We look for shade
Light and dark
Day and night
Love and war
Life and death
Juxtaposed!
Sad seeks joy
Happiness
Sadness
Juxtaposed!
Broken against
The Whole
Nothing can stand
On its own
It needs the other!!
You eliminate one
Other loses meaning
Yet the fight remains
Eternal!
Juxtaposed
One belittling the other
Forever!!
Strange Imprints

As the night falls
I wonder what
Set the pace
Of Time
It moves
Freezes
Goes back
And forth
Yet always
Arrow of Time
Points always
Ahead
It circles
Around the
Life and Death
Beginning
And the End
I look at the stars
I look back
Millions of years
Wonder how do they
See our history
Unfolding
On a tiny
Blue Dot
Strange is the
Arrow of Time
Pointing into
Nowhere
Ticking away
Turning
Itself into ashes
Rising like a phoenix
Yet it always
Moves ahead
Stubbornly ahead
Leaving behind
Strange mute imprints
A sand dune there
Or a mountain here…
Blue and Red

They both argued
About glory
Red being red
Flaunted being important
Underlined with Red
Called Blue
The scatter brain
Blue being blue
Mellow in being
Simply said
I make most of my
Wavelength
And let small particles
Scatter me to the Oblivion
Thus played out
The most spectacular sunset
Blue sky smeared
with Vermillion red
Sun smiled as it set
Ah! the usual fight
Forgetting they
Both came from white light!